Hey There,
As many know now, things aren't going to well for me. I do have to say that I'm looking forward to Cassie's birthday party tomorrow after noon. There's only one problem, I can't talk to 2 of 4 people that are going to be there ( I am forbidden to have any contact what so ever with Jerusha and Ted {Ninja} ), ah well. Even then, and I hope that no-one cares about this; I guess I have a big mouth when it comes to telling people about the STUPID things that I do, because my instructor whose name is David and a helper in the class whoose name is Jaquie both know about what I did a few months ago, and I told them what happened last Sunday, as well. Telling them was the only way that I thought that I could get help, and I have help now, thanks to Jaquie, who walked with me to see if we could get in to see a counsellor while I was at school that day. I have a total of 3 weekly appointments with the school counsellor now, and my mum is setting counselling up for me for as long as I need it after my school year ends ( April 20th ).
That's about it for now,
Until next Friday,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Friday, March 30, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
I have to keep this up, Fridays seem good to do up-dates on
Hello There,
I was just wondering through some of the blogs that I know the addresses to. I wanted to copy something down off of a comment that I came across on one of Jerusha's posts, on her blog, I thought that part of the comment was powerful, so I went hunting for where I had seen it. I've found and copied it down now, and intend to use it to help a friend of mine feel better. Even though I have no self-esteem what so ever, ah well, who cares, 'cause I don't. I also don't really care about the fact that I've been feeling really stupid lately, myself. That's why I'm sometimes glad that I am lucky to have people that I can talk to about most things. I know at least two people that are going to get mad at me because of how I feel right now, but there's nothing that they can do to change the way I feel, at least for now. As for that comment, well, you'll all find it under the post created by "The Evil Twin Jerusha". There's nothing else that I can add to that first part of this post, so I'll leave it for now. As for that strained tendon in my elbow, it has been healing fairly quickly over the past few days, and I'm happy to tell everyone who knows about it, especially those who have prayed, or are still praying for it, that I no longer need to wear the bandage for most things ( except while working on the dough presser, and while sleeping ). Thank you so much for the prayers for this. A "Happy Birthday" goes out to Cassandra and Kyle E. whose birthdays are on March 28th (this Wednesday), Hope you two have a good day!! I'm starting to find that making beaded lizards is a big help in relieving some of the stress caused by the problems that I am having to deal with right now, this is a great thing for me, because they are actually really easy to make.
Another post will appear next Friday,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
I was just wondering through some of the blogs that I know the addresses to. I wanted to copy something down off of a comment that I came across on one of Jerusha's posts, on her blog, I thought that part of the comment was powerful, so I went hunting for where I had seen it. I've found and copied it down now, and intend to use it to help a friend of mine feel better. Even though I have no self-esteem what so ever, ah well, who cares, 'cause I don't. I also don't really care about the fact that I've been feeling really stupid lately, myself. That's why I'm sometimes glad that I am lucky to have people that I can talk to about most things. I know at least two people that are going to get mad at me because of how I feel right now, but there's nothing that they can do to change the way I feel, at least for now. As for that comment, well, you'll all find it under the post created by "The Evil Twin Jerusha". There's nothing else that I can add to that first part of this post, so I'll leave it for now. As for that strained tendon in my elbow, it has been healing fairly quickly over the past few days, and I'm happy to tell everyone who knows about it, especially those who have prayed, or are still praying for it, that I no longer need to wear the bandage for most things ( except while working on the dough presser, and while sleeping ). Thank you so much for the prayers for this. A "Happy Birthday" goes out to Cassandra and Kyle E. whose birthdays are on March 28th (this Wednesday), Hope you two have a good day!! I'm starting to find that making beaded lizards is a big help in relieving some of the stress caused by the problems that I am having to deal with right now, this is a great thing for me, because they are actually really easy to make.
Another post will appear next Friday,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Just had the feeling to up-date my blog. No particular reason at all, really (Blue and Green go nice together).
Hey There,
Hoping things are going good for everyone. Nothing has really changed from the post on Friday. I think I'm just going to start posting every Friday night, since I've now got nothing else better to do. That's a good thing, because now I don't feel so physically warn-out and tired anymore, and I don't need to go buy carbonated sugar water, like I did every Friday night before I came to 6:30 prayer and Youth. Sometimes I feel like I should just quit going to that church altogether (this includes the SpyCell's that I am sometimes seen at, and Young Adults, which I haven't been seen at over the past month, Sorry people, maybe you'll all see me on the march 29th meeting!!). Anyway, I am going to be planning for another "change in appearance" sometime soon, I hope. None more said on that subject, HEHE!! There is one thing that I'd like to post about. Does anyone remember the card Jerusha and I were getting people to sign for Ted?? Anyway, I'd like to tell everyone who signed it that it was presented to Ted today just after he got to the church for the Prayer Cell, and I'd like to thank Pastor Andrew, Mrs. Hicks, Josh, Matt S. (Werner's brother), Werner, Laura, Shannon, Jon, Kory, Jarred, and Jerusha, as well as others to whom I haven't mentioned because I can't remember who all signed that card. All I can tell you all is that the Ninja was so happy when he saw the signatures, that it looked like he was going to cry, even though he was laughing at what everyone wrote to him. We did well, Didn't we Ninja?? I just hope that you appreciate it, I really do. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend to Jerusha and I. I kept a list of the people signing the card, just so that I could say "Thank You" to them on here. As for my elbow, it seems to be healing, though rather slowly. Hey, come check out my new blog, that will also be up-dated every week with experiences that I have at college, here on the Island.
Anyway, another post will appear on Friday, and as for that mentioned "change of appearance", well, I can't tell you when that will happen.
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Hoping things are going good for everyone. Nothing has really changed from the post on Friday. I think I'm just going to start posting every Friday night, since I've now got nothing else better to do. That's a good thing, because now I don't feel so physically warn-out and tired anymore, and I don't need to go buy carbonated sugar water, like I did every Friday night before I came to 6:30 prayer and Youth. Sometimes I feel like I should just quit going to that church altogether (this includes the SpyCell's that I am sometimes seen at, and Young Adults, which I haven't been seen at over the past month, Sorry people, maybe you'll all see me on the march 29th meeting!!). Anyway, I am going to be planning for another "change in appearance" sometime soon, I hope. None more said on that subject, HEHE!! There is one thing that I'd like to post about. Does anyone remember the card Jerusha and I were getting people to sign for Ted?? Anyway, I'd like to tell everyone who signed it that it was presented to Ted today just after he got to the church for the Prayer Cell, and I'd like to thank Pastor Andrew, Mrs. Hicks, Josh, Matt S. (Werner's brother), Werner, Laura, Shannon, Jon, Kory, Jarred, and Jerusha, as well as others to whom I haven't mentioned because I can't remember who all signed that card. All I can tell you all is that the Ninja was so happy when he saw the signatures, that it looked like he was going to cry, even though he was laughing at what everyone wrote to him. We did well, Didn't we Ninja?? I just hope that you appreciate it, I really do. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend to Jerusha and I. I kept a list of the people signing the card, just so that I could say "Thank You" to them on here. As for my elbow, it seems to be healing, though rather slowly. Hey, come check out my new blog, that will also be up-dated every week with experiences that I have at college, here on the Island.
Anyway, another post will appear on Friday, and as for that mentioned "change of appearance", well, I can't tell you when that will happen.
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Friday, March 16, 2007
Posting every two weeks from now on, a post in the colours of Red and Purple
Hello There,
Well, nothings really changed since the post dedication I did a week ago. Can't say "nothings changed", as I found out that I have strained some of the tendons in my right elbow, while working with the dough stamper machine at the bakery, OUCH!!!!!! I hate being right handed sometimes, and when I don't get pain killers I feel like I need to cut off my arm and re-attach it without my elbow. Other than that, I had a good week.
As for the two friends who had the streak of not fighting. That streak ended fairly quickly. I shouldn't count their last fight, as the problem was solved (I hope). I don't know what to do anymore, I want to talk to an adult I know, to ask advice on what I should do when these friends fight. Unfortunately, these two friends of mine won't let me go to talk to the person that I want to ask advice from. I am extremely frustrated when it comes to this subject, and am thinking of just going to the person to tell them what's been going on, and ask for the advice anyway. I know that my friends won't like that, but WHY IN HECK SHOULD I HAVE TO KEEP THEIR STUPID FIGHTS A SECRET?!?! I don't know what to do anymore, so if you have any suggestions, please leave them as a comment, Thank you. I'm thinking about up-dating my blog, here every two weeks, Just to post on how I am and have been doing.
Another post is to appear soon,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Well, nothings really changed since the post dedication I did a week ago. Can't say "nothings changed", as I found out that I have strained some of the tendons in my right elbow, while working with the dough stamper machine at the bakery, OUCH!!!!!! I hate being right handed sometimes, and when I don't get pain killers I feel like I need to cut off my arm and re-attach it without my elbow. Other than that, I had a good week.
As for the two friends who had the streak of not fighting. That streak ended fairly quickly. I shouldn't count their last fight, as the problem was solved (I hope). I don't know what to do anymore, I want to talk to an adult I know, to ask advice on what I should do when these friends fight. Unfortunately, these two friends of mine won't let me go to talk to the person that I want to ask advice from. I am extremely frustrated when it comes to this subject, and am thinking of just going to the person to tell them what's been going on, and ask for the advice anyway. I know that my friends won't like that, but WHY IN HECK SHOULD I HAVE TO KEEP THEIR STUPID FIGHTS A SECRET?!?! I don't know what to do anymore, so if you have any suggestions, please leave them as a comment, Thank you. I'm thinking about up-dating my blog, here every two weeks, Just to post on how I am and have been doing.
Another post is to appear soon,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Friday, March 09, 2007
An Untitled post in the colours of Blue and Green and containing another Post Dedication
Hello There,
Nothing has changed since the last post, Whoops! I almost forgot the rumoured "streaking" of my hair has been done; I am now a red head with strawberry blond streaks (some who may have seen may disagree), and I am so excited to show everyone I come into contact with my new "change in appearance". I'm doing really well, school is going good right now and the friends that I mentioned in a couple of my earlier posts have got a streak of not fighting going, which is a really great thing. It keeps me from having to take my anger out on the trays I scrape and wipe as one of my duties at the bakery, though I can't hurt these so I guess it's OK either way. Mainly, because taking anger out on trays that I can't hurt helps me just as much as trying not to get stuck in the middle of everything between my two friends (when they fight).
I got a good idea to re-do and add to the first blog dedication that I did just about under a few months ago, and I put this idea through to Jerusha, she agreed with the fact that I should o it again. Well, I did tell her that I'd post a copy for her while she was at Youth, and well, Here it is!!
Nothing has changed since the last post, Whoops! I almost forgot the rumoured "streaking" of my hair has been done; I am now a red head with strawberry blond streaks (some who may have seen may disagree), and I am so excited to show everyone I come into contact with my new "change in appearance". I'm doing really well, school is going good right now and the friends that I mentioned in a couple of my earlier posts have got a streak of not fighting going, which is a really great thing. It keeps me from having to take my anger out on the trays I scrape and wipe as one of my duties at the bakery, though I can't hurt these so I guess it's OK either way. Mainly, because taking anger out on trays that I can't hurt helps me just as much as trying not to get stuck in the middle of everything between my two friends (when they fight).
I got a good idea to re-do and add to the first blog dedication that I did just about under a few months ago, and I put this idea through to Jerusha, she agreed with the fact that I should o it again. Well, I did tell her that I'd post a copy for her while she was at Youth, and well, Here it is!!
POST DEDICATION
Amie Locke - Thoughtfulness
Pastor Andrew Evans - Caring
Ms. Caroline Morris - Empathetic Listener
Cassandra Denovan - Kindness
Greg Hind - Happiness
Jen McMillan - Compassion
Jerusha Smith - Love
Katelyn Wilson - Joyfulness
Kim Hicks - Enthusiastic
Nelia Evans - Hard-Working
Reuben Kramer - Friendship
Sarah Brouwer - Self-Motivated
Sarah Stanyer (Vancouver) - Tactfulness
Ted (The LazyNinja) - Forgiveness
And Werner Schmidt - Warm-Hearted
As you all can see, nothing has really changed from the last one I did, except that my sister is no longer on the list, and Ms. Morris (an old high school teacher of mine, and many people I know from Parkland) and Ninja have both been added to the list of people. Thanks again Jerusha, hope you and everyone else who sees the post likes the virtues that are beside their names. I hope to do one of these again sometime soon, 'cause it reminds two friends of mine that THEY ARE NOT STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you know who you both are. I had to put that because I know that I'll get into trouble by both people for it. I was supposed to post most of the stuff before the dedication yesterday, but owing to going out and being at work experience all day, I completely forgot to do so.
Another post will come soon,
I promise Werner that almost everytime, and it very rarely ever gets done, ah well,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Sunday, March 04, 2007
Nothing's changed from the last post
Hello There,
Nothing has changed from the last time I posted. School is going great right now. Tomorrow I find out whether my work experience contract has been extended or not. As for the two friend fights, well they have stopped for a while, at least, which is a great thing. I'm looking forward to the next couple of days, on account that my mum told me a few days ago that she would streak my hair if I was behaved, and she's going to follow through with it on either tomorrow night, or Tuesday night. Yes!! So EXCITED!!!!. Anyway, as to the colour that parts of my hair are going, well, I'd rather keep that a secret just for now.
Another up-date is coming soon,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Nothing has changed from the last time I posted. School is going great right now. Tomorrow I find out whether my work experience contract has been extended or not. As for the two friend fights, well they have stopped for a while, at least, which is a great thing. I'm looking forward to the next couple of days, on account that my mum told me a few days ago that she would streak my hair if I was behaved, and she's going to follow through with it on either tomorrow night, or Tuesday night. Yes!! So EXCITED!!!!. Anyway, as to the colour that parts of my hair are going, well, I'd rather keep that a secret just for now.
Another up-date is coming soon,
Your Friend,
Lindsay
Friday, March 02, 2007
Thing's are going good for me right now
Hello There,
Sorry for the long pause in between my up-dates. I have had no time to do so for the longest while.
Anyway, things have been going really good for me. So let's start with the bad news first. It has to do with two people I know from school who won't stop fighting. I feel stupid, because every time I try and help, I manage to screw things so that they become even worse then they already are.
On happier notes, I got to see Ms. Morris's new puppy, Elessy ( in need of asking Ms. Morris exactly how to spell that, and as for saying the name, that was for Jerusha ). That was cool, and I had a great time finding out how she had been doing since the last time I saw her. ( I ran into her on Wednesday, rather randomly and very unexpectedly, while walking past the Blue Heron East Trail Entrance, on my way to meet a friend. ) On another happy note, I managed to make it to my 20th birthday, which was the Tuesday before the one that just passed. Being so busy that week I didn't manage to get a chance to do anything with any of my friends until the Sunday after it. I took Jerusha, Ted, and Katie Wilson out for dinner early that night, and myself, Jerusha and Ted proceeded to the church for the Leadership Development meeting, held that night, while Katie went home. A good time was had by all who went.
On other notes, School is going really well for me, and I have managed to complete another full contract of work experience ( at Lunn's Bakery here in Sidney ). I loved it there, so I have asked to extend my contract to the end of April, which, unfortunately, is when I finish the course.
The random part of the things listed on here was for the LazyNinja. Thanks Ted!!,
Another up-date is to come soon, I promise you that, Werner,
But until then,
Well, You are all just going to have to wait,
Lindsay
Sorry for the long pause in between my up-dates. I have had no time to do so for the longest while.
Anyway, things have been going really good for me. So let's start with the bad news first. It has to do with two people I know from school who won't stop fighting. I feel stupid, because every time I try and help, I manage to screw things so that they become even worse then they already are.
On happier notes, I got to see Ms. Morris's new puppy, Elessy ( in need of asking Ms. Morris exactly how to spell that, and as for saying the name, that was for Jerusha ). That was cool, and I had a great time finding out how she had been doing since the last time I saw her. ( I ran into her on Wednesday, rather randomly and very unexpectedly, while walking past the Blue Heron East Trail Entrance, on my way to meet a friend. ) On another happy note, I managed to make it to my 20th birthday, which was the Tuesday before the one that just passed. Being so busy that week I didn't manage to get a chance to do anything with any of my friends until the Sunday after it. I took Jerusha, Ted, and Katie Wilson out for dinner early that night, and myself, Jerusha and Ted proceeded to the church for the Leadership Development meeting, held that night, while Katie went home. A good time was had by all who went.
On other notes, School is going really well for me, and I have managed to complete another full contract of work experience ( at Lunn's Bakery here in Sidney ). I loved it there, so I have asked to extend my contract to the end of April, which, unfortunately, is when I finish the course.
The random part of the things listed on here was for the LazyNinja. Thanks Ted!!,
Another up-date is to come soon, I promise you that, Werner,
But until then,
Well, You are all just going to have to wait,
Lindsay
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